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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
5:25 pm
been busy this weekend, had to work yesterday(saturday) today I am painting, getting all radical with aries.
Friday, November 19th, 2004
10:30 am
sun:scorpio; moon-waxing:picies; venus: virgo; mercury: sagitarius mars:scorpio; saturn:cancer; jupiter:libra; pluto:sagitarious
weather cool, partly cloudy, mostly sunny
woke up really tierd today. Been working hella lot.
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
4:08 pm
work is going good. just realized thanksgiving is coming up. It is at my apartment this year.
10:29 am
sun:scorpio; moon-waxing:aquarius; venus: virgo; mars:scorpio; saturn:cancer; jupiter:libra; pluto:sagitarious
weather warm, partly cloudy, kinda sunny

Doing good, tierd, busy at work and home. still doing my smile therapy seems to actually work. Ok got to get to work
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
10:27 am
sun:scorpio; moon-waxing:capricorn; venus: virgo; mars:scorpio; saturn:cancer; jupiter:libra; pluto:sagitarious
weather cool, cloudy, foggy

not much going on another day of work
Monday, November 15th, 2004
10:38 am
sun:scorpio; moon-waxing:capricorn; venus: virgo; mars:scorpio; saturn:cancer; jupiter:libra; pluto:sagitarious
weather: overcast foggy, warm

I feel good today, had a little trouble sleeping last night, woke up at 5am and couldn't go to sleep till 6am. woke up and was a little tierd but now I feel good. I am going to try to smile more often, I have never been a smiler but I am going to give it a try.
Yesterday i got pictures of all my paintings, not all of them turned out but some of them did which is good enough for me, I expected as much. Just meens that I am going to have to take pictures later. eventually I am going to have to pay a professional to take them. yikes. Didn't scan them yet, I'll do that this week. I cleaned my art studio which wore me down, but now it is nice in there again. I have to go back tonight because I forgot my phone.
ok time to work. got a lot to do.
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
12:31 pm
sunday
I slept in I got about 12hrs of sleep. I am still tierd(how can that be), hopefully I will wake up soon. I am off to my other art studio where I keep a lot of my finished paintings so that I can take pictures of them. I have until 5pm then I have to start painting. I should be able to start a new painting soon. almost done with aries ascends-I still have to sand some bad parts off and make it flow better but I don't think that will take much time. I am going to have to wait for it too dry. I wrote the first draft of my artistic statement last night. I have to refine it down.
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
10:50 pm
It was a good day, very sunny and nice. I got my web sight up. It is just a temp page. I have to wait for the program that I am going to make my web sight in. I am going to design it all out on paper tonight. tomorrow Iam going to take pictures of my paintings and get them developed and scan them. I got my 3d art optimized for the web today. i went out to get a tire for my bike today, but the store was closed, so I went to the bar on haight street. had quite a few. 1.50 for a blue ribbon-that is a deel. Had to deel with the people who host my site. they were pretty nice but basicly they were jerk offs. But I finnally got them to do their job. What is hapening to service in this country. Has it always been this bad? don't know. Found out my secret idea name for a web sight is not registered yet, which makes me really excited. I can't believe noone has nabed it yet but I think I will get it tomorrow. ok got to go take shower, and lay in bed designing my web sight. I think I finally have a good artist statement too. my girlfriend is bloggling like crazy, she's on the verge of breaking a big story. She is the inspiration for a lot of jokes and facts for air america. i'll list her blog later.
10:57 am
Saturday. don't have my astrology book here so I can't update it.but it is sunny and cool
Feeling good. Going to work on my websight. I have to get a tire for my bike too. Then I will probably clean and paint. ok thats all for now
Friday, November 12th, 2004
2:51 pm
Feeling better, but now I am thinking about delusions. and how people create a reality around a idea, then they see the world around this fractured reality creating a whole illusion of the world. When individuals do this they are considered insane, but when it is a large group of people it is considered ok. Fascinating. Because I do believe there are hard facts and realities which dictate the motion and actions of the universe. These are plotted and found through the scientific method. The best example are people who believe in some religious dogma. An uncritical uncurious approach to the world and how it works.
10:34 am
another day
sun-scorpio; new moon-scorpio; venus-libra; saturn-cancer; jupiter-libra; mars-scorpio; pluto-sagitarious
weather-partly cloudy, sunny, coolish but still warm
I am very tierd I stayed up kinda late and I had a nightmare about work. I really hate dreaming of work. I feel kinda a depressed about things. Two things I was thinking about today. One how I feel like I am living in a fantasy, that there are two realities in america now. One is completly non fact based and the other is desperatly trying to rationalize, intuelectualize what is happening. I just can't believe where we are in america now.
The other thing that I was thinking was how damn monotonous my life has become. don't get me wrong I like a routine but everyday at the same time I get up and do the same thing, go to work, eat, work, go home, and either relax or paint.
On a good note I have had lots of good ideas lately, and I can't wait to start them. Ok time for work....
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
6:02 pm
almost time to go home
it was a really boring day at work. I smoked too many cigerettes. I have to try to quite again. It stopped raining which is good, but my shoes are still wet from this morning. It is hard to keep focused doing my work.
1:57 pm
been awhile
going to see if I can keep this up.
I am at work, it rained today. I ride my bike so i got a little wet not so bad though. I still paint, working on a new game at a new company. The election stuff is driving me nuts, all this info and dis-information is crazy. I listen to air america lately. Been reading carl jung's archetypes. It is really good. I am working on an oil painting that has been frustrating me, though I think I am making break throughs with it.
work is really boring right now. I feel good, happy, not drinking too much. I am in a healthy productive relationship, etc. I try to think more interesting things to say later.
Thursday, March 7th, 2002
3:56 pm
so tierd
I am so tierd....I want to go home and sleep, but no I have my painting class then I can sleep, no I have to work on my guache paintings. I am so addicted to meeting women over the internet....I need help.listening to the dark side of the moon. I turned off the lights in my office and I am working my butt off.
1:47 pm
wet out side
it is so wet outside...raining. I am into listening to the beetles. I've never been into them before but now I love them. Last night I drank a lot of whiskey and talked to some crazy woman. She was cool though. I have my painting class tonight. yea,,,,,then I am going to relax.
Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
11:48 am
homogony
John-I am only dancing, it turns me on....don't get me wrong. I think that I have the composition for my next painting done finally after the third drawing, we shall see. It is based on the Kabala, the sephiroth to be exact. What else is new, not much, been kinda down today, but thats ok. I can't be happy every day. I kinda feel centered when I am down. I am going to molotovs tonight, I have met some new people down there and we meet informally every wendsday. I really want to get drunk. I've been 4:20 lately too. I don't like how stupid it makes me, but it makes me happier. Better for me than vicadon, but I would much rather be high on vicadon, oh sister morphine turn my nighmares into dreams. Sucks that drugs are so bad for our bodies but so good for the mind. Saturday I am going to build my new canvas I am thinking my new painting will be 6' by 8'. I am going to take photo reference instead of using live models. I won't be able to pay models to sit for the whole thing. So I will just get some models over and take pictures of them.. I have never done that before. Fuck I want some opium, oh well, sobriety sucks.
Monday, March 4th, 2002
10:11 am
slacking again
once again I have left this slide....what I have been up too...painting a whole lot. I have been taking painting classes from a classical flemish painter...So I am learning how to oil paint the real way. I have also been pretty social, found a new bar that I like. Fulton st bar, it is my new favorite bar. Discovered interntet dating too, gone on a bunch of dates...kinda weird, kinda nifty.
Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
10:03 am
chillli
It has gotten chilli here in the bay area. Last night riding my bike home I thought I was going to freeze to death. This morning my hands feel numb. I ran into my buddy marc on the freeway and rode in with him. Yea, he drives like an ant.
I went out by myself last night for the first time in a long time. It was weird, I ran into lots of people that I know, shot the shit a little. I have been running at night as well, I am thinking of joining 24 hr fitness. Working out makes me happy.
I have discovered gouche, which is an opaque water color. I love it, it allows me to layer like oil painting. I am trying to finish up some of my projects before the end of the year. There are a lot of things that I didn't get around to this year that I really wanted to do. I guess I'll just add them to my list of things to do for next year.
I am a little freaked about turning 27....I hope I will have a better year. Alright smoke one more cigerette then I am going to get some work done.
Monday, November 26th, 2001
10:33 am
anotherday
I feel good today, there is a crisp feeling in the air. I had a good thanksgiving, but my girlfriend dumped me the day after. We were actually just dating, I think I am finnally figuring out the diffence. I don't really feel like getting bummed out. I am a little sad, but I am trying to keep my head up. Life, sweet life. I am at work now. I am going to spend the day sketching out new ideas ....
Thursday, November 15th, 2001
11:28 am
monthly update of the past
My friend wants me to do a monthly flash back so here goes this will probably take little while but here goes.
February, 2001
my birthday month. I was drinking and going out a lot. I was single and not really looking to change the situation. On my birthday I went to chances and my favorite bartender, marcy, got me really drunk for free.
March, 2001
I bought a motorcycle and learned how to ride it, it was a lot of fun riding. still single and drinking a lot, started hanging out with the goths that started hanging out at my coffee shop. Began working with my brother on RAW, a dissident art and news source.
April, 2001
Met Wolfgang, a high magician, who used to hang with Lavey. Argued with him about magic and mythology.
may, 2001
finished the expansion pack for diablo 2, began reading cult books and continued talking with wolfgang. Started doing concept art for the next game.
june, 20001 took my vacation, stayed in sf. Did a lot of painting, reading about magic. Hung out with wolfgang and discussed magic. Met my present girlfriend who lives in LA. Just slept with her this month, she had a boyfriend in LA. Expansion pack shipped.
July, 2001
Became more serious with my girlfriend. She dumped her boyfriend in LA. Began studding the Cabala and astrology extensively. 777 Still painting of course
August, 2001
Started commuting to LA to see girlfriend on my motorcycle. Still studding magic. Got my art space. Expanded my studies to the Tarot. Painting, working.
September, 2001
see august, 2001 except I quite drinking.
October, 2001
still seeing girlfriend in LA. Almost exclusively studing the tarot and reading the secret doctrine. Started sketching excessively, not painting very much.
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